Rylans B-day!

Yesterday was Rylans 1st birthday

We had a blast! We got Rylan his own cake and he loved it!

haha i love this boy:)

rainnnn:)

It is raining and i am so happy. it makes me just wanna sit in bed with my baby and mamma and watch a movie:) i love it when the weather is like this. And my mom is off today so it makes the day even better. haha Rylan is sooo fussy cause hes so tired so hes rolling around in his drammys bed, i love it hes so funny. Today there is no school but i highly doubt Rylans dad is going to come see him. According to him hes got better things to do:( i really dont understand it but its okay cause Rylan has a great mom and grandma so hes doesnt need him. But anyways i had wonderful valentines cause i spent it with my baby. Here he is.. My valentine,

Im a lucky girl...

All i can say is WOW.. im in tears writing this right now and i am just so grateful for my mom its crazy. she wrote this amazing blog about me and i cant tell you how good it made me feel.
She amazes me so much, i mean im a mom at 15! And she didnt judge me for one second. She feels the exact same way for me and that wont ever change. i remember my first ultrasound, when we found out i was pregnant, lets just say it was a mess! me and my mom were both crying so i dont remember much but one thing i do remember is the girl who was doing it told me i was a very lucky girl cause they see so many teenagers come in there and most of them without there mom.. And that really hit home for me cause most parents arent their for the daughters who are pregnant so i thought why me! I had done a horrible thing and all she did was tell me she loved me and told me everythings going to be okay, ill always be here for you.. i always knew i had an awesome mom but from that day on i looked at her in a different way. She has a piece of my heart that no one else has. I could try and say how i really feel for her, but it wouldnt even come close cause the way i feel cant be put on paper. YOU ARE MY IDOL AND I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE MOMMY<3

Bye sister...

Sooo im still sick sadly :( and my sister moved back home today which is good cause she needs to go to school but its sad cause she kept me company and im going to miss her! but i hope ill see her soon! I had such a good time with my mom and my baby boy today! im so glad shes home:) i love you mamma.. but im sleepy so thats all i have to write about for now.

Its been a bitter sweet day....

Sooo today i woke up with a cold.. so not fun.. but i felt better as soon as i saw my babys face!
uhh he makes my world go round<33 buttt anywayz im excited to see my mom tonight, i dunno what time she will be home but ima stay up till she does cause i wanna see her beautiful face lol..
And the Grammys are on! so its been a good but bad day=/ Im pretty sure tomarrow will be better though:]

Rylan is growing so fast..

This morning rylan crawled for the very first time. So not even thinking of the time difference i called my mom whose in Hawaii and told her the good news, but she wasnt very happy cause she wanted Rylan to wait until she had came back home to crawl haha.. Its crazy how fast they grow up, I remember when Rylan was a newborn i just wanted him to be older and more independent but now that i think about it i want him to stay small for as long as possible cause i love taking care of him and being with him as much as i can, thats why i am so happy i get to stay home with my baby and watch him learn different things everyday. Heres a picture of my baby boy..

Ready for you to come home!

My momma has been gone at Hawaii for almost a week and i miss her so much.. i haven't gone this long without seeing her so im struggling here without her! But shes comming home on sunday and me and rylan are soo happy even though we are glad she gets to experience that, were just ready for her to come home! Someday i want to be the one she shares that experience with... that would be so amazing. But as of right now we are missing you mamma and cant wait to see you. love you and hope your having fun=]